When I first found out I was pregnant the first feeling in me was "Fear".. Don't get me wrong I was definitely happy and my little bubs was very much planned. The fear was about if I could do it.. All my life I have feared doctors,hospitals, needles have avoided them like a dreadful disease.. Now was the time I had to face my fears..
And.. Did I face my fears?? Yes... No...?? There's still some time for that. For now it's time to celebrate. We first announced it to my parents, as expected they were jumping with joy.. Then my in laws,the reaction was pretty much the same.. I got many dos and don'ts from my already pregnant sister in law..My husband was on cloud 9.. Extended family and friends shared the same reaction.. Everyone were happy and excited.. I kept getting this thought every now and then, is it normal for fear to be my primary emotion and happiness to take the secondary place ?? Finally I did get a different reaction from my mom, she was very sad that she living so far from me ,was unable to pamper me the way she had always imagined to do..Not to worry, that part was well handled by the new father to be.. Well with continuing the celebration, excitement and happiness it's time to face my "FEARS "
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