When I first found out I was pregnant the first feeling in me was "Fear".. Don't get me wrong I was definitely happy and my little bubs was very much planned. The fear was about if I could do it.. All my life I have feared doctors,hospitals, needles have avoided them like a dreadful disease.. Now was the time I had to face my fears..
And.. Did I face my fears?? Yes... No...?? There's still some time for that. For now it's time to celebrate. We first announced it to my parents, as expected they were jumping with joy.. Then my in laws,the reaction was pretty much the same.. I got many dos and don'ts from my already pregnant sister in law..My husband was on cloud 9.. Extended family and friends shared the same reaction.. Everyone were happy and excited.. I kept getting this thought every now and then, is it normal for fear to be my primary emotion and happiness to take the secondary place ?? Finally I did get a different reaction from my mom, she was very sad that she living so far from me ,was unable to pamper me the way she had always imagined to do..Not to worry, that part was well handled by the new father to be.. Well with continuing the celebration, excitement and happiness it's time to face my "FEARS "
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5 blissful years of marriage- In which we created many wonderful memories. We moved to a new country with just the 2 of us to support, love and care for each other. We faced so many different emotions together.. Fear of starting from scratch, fear that we knew no one, fear that we had left a very comfortable life behind , there was this constant fear with anxiety and loneliness. We understood how it is to have mixed feelings, we were so excited and happy having moved, to our own rented house . Having lived under the shadow of our protective parents it was new to manage our finances and bills but we learned to make our ends meet. Sure it was tough, heartbreaking and we just wanted to give up only we didn't give up .. We fought to achieve our dreams . Today after 5 years we have achieved respect, place and acceptance for ourselves at this place we call our home "New Zealand "
Our journey so far..
We met, we clicked, best friends to lovers to life partners and now parents of a little angel..Thats our story! Same batch, same bench for 3 years in University. Work, higher studies everything just got us closer and made us stronger.. 8 years of courtship and then we walked down the aisle to be Man and Wife ! |
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